Carilah redha Allah...

Wang?!? Duit?!? Penghormatan?!?
Apa yang ada pada sekeping kertas tertulis 5, 10, 50,100?
Manusia bermusuhan, bergaduh malah ada yang berbunuhan karenanya!
Rasuah, wang cetak rompak, samun, curi dan lainnya!
Adakah wang dan penghormatan sebenarnya malapetaka yang melanda manusia ATAU sekadar ujian buat manusia?

Aku berbisik pada diri bahawa sesungguhnya wang, harta dan pangkat adalah segala-galanya! Manusia disanjung melalui 3 perkara ini...
Aku menggenggam tekad untuk memiliki semua itu agar diriku tidak dihina kelak!
Tetapi mama sering berpesan; "Carilah redha Allah, pasang niat yang murni agar diberkati dunia dan akhirat"...
Aku tertanya-tanya samada hidup dalam realiti ATAU aku perlu hidup dengan niat suci??
Aku diajar oleh hukum dunia bahawa ada dua jenis manusia;
1- manusia yang hebat akan disanjung dan berada di atas
2- manusia yang lemah akan dipijak dan dihina sehingga ke perut bumi..

Namun kini aku sedar, bumi berputar.. Manusia kadangkala berada di atas dan kadangkala akan berada di bawah..
Aku sentiasa berharap agar menjadi insan mulia di sisi Yang Maha Esa...

"Allah always knows best, Allah might not give what I want but Allah always gave me what I really needs"
Alhamdulillah.... =)

Tanjung Bira, Makassar...

View from the top..

My runaway besties.. <3

Sunset view..

The blue ocean.. <3

On titanic-like ship.. haha

view..

On our luch time..

People were having fun..

Nice..

In the evening

See the moon??

Clear water..

On the way to snorkelling port

Crystal clear ocean.. <3

Snorkelling time!

This was my best "runaway vacation" ever.. haha.. =D

Memories to remember.. A lot of new things I'd experienced.. Awesome..!!

This is the place that we called Tanjung Bira.. Famous place among the tourists.. 

So do come here for your vacation okayh.. hehe~~

*credits to my two besties; amalrosli n lynaridzuan* <3

Malino, Makassar..

Throughout my days in Makassar.. I went for some trips with my friends and have fun..!
Here, check this out.. Our trip to MALINO...

Not really a good luck because it was raining on that day, but we still went there..
Me and friends didn't really sleep the night before because we were busy preparing 'kuih karipap'..
Haha.. Staying in Makassar might indirectly turn  me into a good housewife..! (*seriously)
Our journey took 4 hours form our rusun (rumah susun sederhana sewa).
Here are some pictures..

Ready for the journey early in the morning..!

Looks like 'Misteri Nusantara' place..! haha

See the waterfall behind?? Awesomeeeeee.. ! =)

Having good times.. =)

Life as medic student continues.....

I've been here in Makassar, Indonesia for almost 10 months.. But I don't know why it feels like I've been here for few years already.. For what..?? Continuing my medic degree of course..
Too many things I've been learning, experiencing and hoping for..
Through my days here, I was looking for my identity.. What I really wants in this life.. Just being a doctor and treat patient?
No.. I realized that it is not the only thing I want..
Now I realized, I'm actually walking alone to decide my life and grab what I really need and want.
Its true, I have my parents but my mom once said to me, "Ain, I can only pray and guide you but the one who's actually looking after you is Allah.." I'm blessed.. Alhamdulillah to Allah for showing me and letting me experiencing something new and also gives me chances to be a better person in this life..
To be a good doctor really needs me to have faith, build up positive thinking and build up my inner-strength.
To be true, in order to be a doctor, you really need to work hard n smartly, you must have high passion in this field and also high level of patience... And that's why you will always need Allah to be with you all the time.. <3

It's been a while..

Such a long time I've been disappearing from my blog..
wohooooo.. Wish to share a lot of things again.. =) 

end year 2010 muet..

Alhamdulillah.. i'd done my muet this morning..
it was tiring because of 3 paper need to be answered in a row..
at night before that the muet day, i slept late at night watching fast n furious.. hehe..

anyway, i can't say that muet was easy n i also did not admit muet was hard..
50-50.. hurmm.. when i thought about my muet result soon, i wasn't even sure..
arranged marriage in question 2??.. haha, my hand was writing hundreds of words and i pray and hope for the best at the same time.. whatever..

as long you did your best, the chance is always there.. whatever that you wrote on your answer sheet was not 'crap' but might probably be one of the unique essay.. haha.. =)

-good luck-

oh no..!! tomorrow..!!

arghhh.. my result is coming out tomorrow..
i just can't believe this.. what could it be.. ??
i can't even force myself to remember the days where i am writing all my silly answers on my question papers..!!!

ottohke..!!! what to do..
everything already past... as for now, i just can pray n hope for the best..
nway, to all my fren, best of luck kay..

n gud luck to myself.. haha.. May Allah bless me.. =)